We’re getting to ready to attend the first of two youth conferences tonight and although we don’t necessarily feel young or youth like, I know that there is something that God still wants to do in my heart. This last weekend has been one of letting go of the past and giving God a chance to come in. Its hard sometimes… this isn’t a well known fact about me but I do like to put up a wall between me and the people I love, just to spare them the grief of it all. Somewhere along the way, God was added to the list too.. But I’m tired of trying to do it all on my own so I’m giving it up and letting go.