I’m looking at random photographs of friends who have moved out of India to study or work or whatever. All of a sudden crazy Christine took over. And this whole.. what if I dont find friends, what if I dont find the right church, What if I dont find a way to serve, What if I’m not a good student… All this is just so scary. I can’t handle change well !!
Why do I have to leave??! There are so many people who would love to get out of the country and start new somewhere. NOT me! I like this. I’m comfortable. I don’t like Change !!!!

The last few days I’ve been getting these pictures of my cupboard looking empty. My bookshelf wont have any of my books anymore.

blogging is not helping right now.

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