I havent written a single post in this new year!!
Well.. lets see. We had a fantastic New Yr Service in Church. loads of fun but most importantly it was great to hear what God had planned for us this coming yr. His plans sure sound good!!
The stress of my big exam is finally getting to me! I have *started* to study! God help Me!!!! It doesn’t help that people have so many expectations from me! Heck.. I have so many expectations from me! I need a miracle!!!!
I was thinking about this past year. i made a whole lot of new friends in class. people i thought I would never talk to.. turned out to be the nicest friends I could ask for.
I sometimes wonder if I’m the only one.. I cant relate to them sometimes.. I feel like i stick out like a sore thumb! When they talk about boyfriends, parties, drinking, sex, gossip…. blah blah. I feel really lost. I just cannot relate! I just sit there silent wondering what to do. I try to think of other things.. of a long time ago when these things actually interested me. But it was too long ago. 5 yrs!! And I dont want to go back. I’m not saying I’m better than them or anything. I know I’m not. These are some of the most talented and the sweetest people I know. And yet.. somehow I cannot connect.
I better get back to my ‘studying’
May this yr bring us closer to God and closer to his people!
God bless!
-Christine
Hey!
Yea I knw what you mean. I feel like that too. Not all the times tho. Just sometimes I college. I feel that I dont belong here.
It was a beautiful letdown
When You found me here
Yeah, for once in a rare blue moon
I see everything clear
I’ll be a beautiful letdown
That’s what I’ll forever be
And though it may cost my soul
I’ll sing for free
See, I don’t belong here (I don’t belong)
Well, I don’t belong here, I don’t belong
I will carry a cross
With a song where I don’t belong
I don’t belong
I don’t belong here (I don’t belong)
No, I don’t belong here, I don’t belong
I’m gonna set side
And set sail
For the kingdom come, kingdom come
Your kingdom come
Won’t you let me down, yeah
Let my foolish pride forever let me down
Ah, Easy living, you’re not much like the name
Easy dying, you look just about the same
Would you please take me off your list
Easy living please c’mon and let me down
We are a beautiful letdown
Painfully uncool
The church of the dropouts
The losers, the sinners, the failures, and the fools
What a beautiful letdown
Are we salt in the wound
Hey, let us sing one true tune
I don’t belong here (I don’t belong)
It feels like I don’t belong here, yeah
It goes like I don’t belong here
I don’t belong (I don’t belong)
Won’t you let me down (I don’t belong)
C’mon and let me down (I don’t belong)
You always let me down (I don’t belong)
So glad that I’m let down (I don’t belong)
C’mon and let me down (I don’t belong)
‘Cause I don’t belong here
Won’t you let me down!
This is By Switchfoot! Their Firt albumn. I like their first albumn. They sang for God and Abt GOD>