I dont know whats happening to me.. I’m hurting and I dont know what to do. I want to feel warm and loved again. I want to be right again. I miss… There are no tears left. Life seems dry. Every sign is gone. I waited but in vain. Its over before it even began.
Why did it have to happen? Why does it have to be this way? Why cant it be my way? Why cant I be right?
I want a hug…
I want to be a little girl
back when life made sense
before it got all complicated.

what must I do now? I dont know any more. Everyone seems so far away.

I lost.