just posted about three new posts (excluding this one)
just finding myself being taken to new places through music… Have you ever thought of music as wind.. that’s what it feels like right now.. wind blowing… taking me away.. I feel like a leaf.. blown in the wind.
so what if its Spring.
Its still feels like Winter in my heart.
I think I’ll dedicate this song to Sheila. 
The actual video is really cute. You should youtube it. For some reason it wouldn’t play when i tried to put it into the post.
I have so many books to read.. I dont know why I sit online all day.
My list-
Eclipse- Book 3 in the Twilight series
City of Ashes- Book 2 in the The Mortal instruments series
My sister’s Keeper- Jodi Picoult
My sister from the Black Lagoon- Laurie Fox ( I started this but I didn’t really like it)
Six reasons to stay a virgin- Louise Harwood
Oyster catchers – Susan Fletcher
Rachel’s holiday- Marian Keyes
I am reading A fine Balance by Rohinton Mistry right now. If you havent read it yet… GO now!! NOW!
Beni will be back next week which is a relief. lol.. She might befrom another planet but she’s kind and lovely and wonderful and all that.
Today I spent in my room, either online or on my bed.. I was looking through old birthday cards, letters, diary entries. Just so grateful for those people and those times in my life. I still sit back and think about whether this is what I really wanted. I mean I could have just stayed back and spent time with those people..
…but then I wouldn’t have learned so much about myself.
Moving was a good thing but sometimes…
…all I can do is keep breathing
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