before the thread snaps

I’m at a place where I don’t understand what I’m doing or why i’m doing the things that i do. I feel stuck.

This wasn’t how things were supposed to turn out. I had it all planned out. I had made decisions but i fell.
Fell hard.

I feel like someone opened the wrong door and I have been given a month to live and instead of living it up to the fullest, I’m doing everything I shouldn’t be.

I’ve lost sight of my vision. and without that… I have nothing to live for.
Life has become mere existence.