From my heart

Calling. Passion. These are some of the words that I’ve been hearing and thinking *a lot* about.

There is in me a God-given desire. A desire that was birthed about 3 years ago. I have lived everyday with a dream that one day I would see that desire come to life. But even now that dream seems as far as it was three years ago. And its bothering me.
Its not like I’m unhappy doing what I’m doing right now. But this isn’t it. This isn’t my calling. This isn’t what I dream about every night. This is not what I want to do for the rest of my life.

All I want is to do what I have been called to do. Its a big calling. Even I haven’t  entirely understood the enormity of it. I still want it. I don’t care what it means. I don’t care what I have to give up. I want to see that dream come alive! Somehow.
I don’t even know if I’m ready for it. But there is nothing else on my mind right now .

Looking up,
Enit.

Dedicated to…

My new header is dedicated to… well Why don’t you try guessing again?

Here’s a clue- its not Rakhi Sawant or Himmesh Reshammiya.

Time Management

I really want to put up a post. But I have nothing to write about. I’m not upset about anything. I dont have a need to complain. I’m really quite happy!
And I do manage to have strange conversations on the phone.. But I think thats only because I have been away from people for so long. People other than family that is. They are people too.. but they are people like me. Crazy people.
This post is really starting to sound strange..
I’ve been watching Prison Break! and that series is like a drug. I am so addicted! Well ok.. not that addicted. I have gone more than 12 hours without watching a single episode.
And I never want to go to Prison!

*tries to be a little less crazy*
I’m so peaceful right now.. bout a lot of things. Things are working well for me right now. I feel content and yet there is that certain bit of dissatisfaction but thats just there to make sure you go ahead for more. More out of life. More out of love.

But peaecful still..

The only reason I put up my title as Time management.. Well, I’m just testing a theory that Oscar and I spoke about.