I cant take it anymore! I never thought being at home all day could be so frustrating!! I have to listen to Mom and all her woes everyday. They mostly begin with ‘oh, you’re putting on weight’ and end with ‘how are we going to get you married?’
I have to find a job! and soon. I even thought of joining the office where my friend works.. Better pay than my last job, closer to home, I dont have to get to work until 9.30, alternate Saturdays are off and its bang opposite the mall! Sounds perfect no?
The only thing is.. its a completely mindless job! I do not want to be stuck doing something that i need absolutely no qualification or skills for.. I would’ve picked up a job at a call centre then!
I hate being here at this time of my life when every decision I make makes a huge difference to every other commitment in my life.. Family, Church, Music *laughed out loud at the last one*.
I’ve noticed that while lectures and extra classes is tolerated in church.. being out coz’ of work is not really approved of..
And thats how I feel too..I wouldnt want to be stuck at work when everyone else is at church.. having fun.
I wish people would pay me to watch TV.. I do that really well!
Why is 21 so hard?
I miss 17.. Things were easier then…
Oh wait.. 17 was when I made some of the biggest mistakes in my life. Big Mouth Christine in her early years…
*sigh*
Hope tomorrow is a better day.
Don’t fret child. Okay btw, on a more serious note, since you mentioned getting paid to watch T.V, just keep a look out in the Mumbai Mirrors jobs wala supplement. I remember seeing this ad for this place which basically has to do something with some sort of media research where you get paid to watch T.v n listen to the radio and surf the net.Its located in Malad i think. Im sure the ads will still be there. Maybe you could check that out.
And how come I dont get a picture post with “My baby’s gone” or whatever. *acts grumpy*
Why do I get the feeling that you dont like me anymore? or as much?
Im still a nice person I promise! I hope I didnt change too much. I didnt right?? I didnt think I did! Oh well….I’m sorry anyway!
21 is hard. Learning to be a grown up is hard. I’m 24 and I still suck at it.
growing up is hard, 16 was hard….18 was hard….20 is considered only next to mid life crisis these days….its the same everytime or at least not easier…..but having ‘fun’ all your life is not as much as you think it is….do you want to be jobless at 30 if you get to have fun and be in church?
nahi na…
Chill
Wow. Did you write that or did I?!?
I know how you feel… when I was younger, I had all these “amazing” plans of what I was going to do, where I was going to be…and life somehow turns out so different to what you think.
I mean, when I was six years old, I expected to be married with seventy-nine kids by now!
But no…
Still…there is a plan, somewhere, behind all of the confusion and questions!!
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